ever wonder…
if you made the right decision? I’m not talking silly things…I mean like, life changing decisions. I don’t feel regret, but for some reason i just can’t shake this feeling. I can’t stop thinking about “what if…”, and would i be as happy with the alternative? I know shouldn’t second guess life choices, because obviously they were made for a reason, but the fact that I can’t get “it” off my mind just makes me wonder if that’s where I’m supposed to be.
It just feels nice to be loved every once in a while…and not have to guess about the other person’s actions…
“I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my Heart. I am never without it. Anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling. I fear no fate, for you are my fate…” -E.E. Cummings”
it’s been a while…
but i’m back. Recent events have driven me to start this up again and although i’m not sure why, something is telling me to just “write it down”. I don’t know what to write, and I don’t even know who reads. If anyone at all…
I don’t have much left. I’ve hit rock bottom…or well, my rock bottom, and i have three years to figure out just how high I can get.
…Now i just need to figure out which wall to climb, because he’s right there.
Holy crap this tastes good…
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